The Next Chapter of a Dead Girl's Stories

Wow? What is this? Are you going to leave a sucide note into this blog or something?

The answer is no. 

I'm not going to leave a kind of thing like that in this blog. Never.
At least, I'll text you.

What I want to do is I want to talk about the second season of a controversial netflix teenage-drama '13 Reasons Why'. For any strangers or people who never watch the show, I suggest you shouldn't watch it, except it's really a thing you want to do and you are brave enough to get all the painful meaning and the truth in the end of it. Is it too much? Well it should, because honestly I was a big fan of this series when it came up last year. I also bought the original novel written by Jay Asher after I watched the whole first season. The show was kind of a big deal for me because it's affect me alot. It gave me certain feeling inside my head and I don't know why I keep thinking about it for the last a month since I watch it.

I've been through a lot of depression, and also some kind of bullies. It was happening when I first took a seat in middle school. They had been bullied me because they think my voice was kind of funny and too high pitched. The first year in that school was tough for me. Every time I talk in front of the people or the class, they laugh at me and make fun of me. I was really shame of my self because It wasn't just the students who did the bully but also the teacher. I remember her; a history teacher, she laugh at me in front of the class.

I was angry and sad in the same time. I didn't tell my parents about this problem. Day goes on, I still got the bully but my heart became stone, I didn't sad anymore, all I had was anger. I had this thought about killing them. I look upon their faces and imagine how glorious I am if I can kill all this human. All the human who bullied me.

But it didn't happen.

I still safe at home and didn't get take to the police, because I still have a soul. It doesn't matter how hard they bullying me, but it won't change me into that kind of devil. I'm a human, not s crazy one and I believe in love and God. It was really a difficult time to me to change, but I don't regret those times because it keep safe and happy at my little place called home.

13 Reasons Why brought a story about a girl who took her own life because lot of bad things happened to her in her high school. Bully, sexual harrasment and the worst, rape. The show was a shock for everybody and it wasn't a surprise for me because, you know, in these days people just can't face the reality anymore. People want to see something that make them comfortable or whatever, but when reality comes, the won't accept it. OMG! What the hell am I talkin' about?

Anyway, 13RW is a great series and it's worth to watch.

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